凯莉日记 第一季

麦当娜那个party上：
首先，Sebastian不是处男了，Carrie还是处女，要破处的是carrie，口口声声说这个晚上多么多么重要的是carrie，不是Sebastian。结果Sebastian很配合，很体贴，有点什么事都说没关系。而carrie呢？她不知道这个party他们杂志是来工作的吗？就为了所谓的工作把男友撂一边。为那个采访值得吗？而且在走向采访对象时Sebastian已经一张苦瓜脸了，carrie看不出来？这之前Sebastian已经一个人在喝闷酒了——典型的不开心的标志。carrie都看不出来？大概在carrie的世界里只有她自己，所有人都得无条件配合自己。但是世界不是围着她转的，最后悲剧也只能活该。

第一季里面有很多成长的故事，感觉很真实。。

但是感情的部分纯属在作了。。作死才是对的。。。好多和sebastian的情节都是为了分开而分开。。导致女主的个性非常不明显

大家说不好看的衣服什么的，我感觉放在现在也很漂亮，时尚就是复古吧。。喜欢大色块，款式什么的感觉娇小的女生可以学学，不是很显矮。。

继续看的动力就是很闲吧。。而且帅哥美女多

虽然剧情有点雷，不过每集日记里面的内容很经典，值得收录下来！
不定时更新在我的日记：http://www.douban.com/note/316206188/

【S01E02 】"Lie with me"

    They say that the eyes are the window to the soul, that looking into someone's eyes is to know the truth, to know what's real. The same could be said for the city that never sleeps. It's honest and totally awesome.

    Pinocchio（匹诺曹） was a puppet that wanted to be a real boy. All he had to do was be truthful, and his wish would come true. And even then, he couldn't help but lie.

    Doing the right thing is hard. Maybe because lying is often easier than the truth. And sometimes it actually gets what you want. But at some point, like Pinocchio's nose, the lies just keep growing until it's hard to tell what's real and what's not. And we can either live in that world of make-believe or face the truth and everything that comes with it.

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【S01E03】"Read before use"

    Let's face it. Life is easier if you read the labels, like "Do not put it in dryer" "Expiration date: one week ago". Everyting we wear, everything we eat--they all have labels. The same is true for everyone we know, "Stoner（酒鬼）" "Class clown" "Well-meaning but ultimately clueless guidance counselor" and "The boy of my deams".

    Now I knew what it said on Sebastion（人名）'s label--"Contents under pressure, handle with care". Unfortunately, I never bothered to read it. That's the tricky thing about labels.

    Once in a while, they tell us everything we need to know. But most of the time, it's only a very small part of the story. Slapping a word or two on a person can make things worse. In reality, nothing is ever as simple as the label we give it.

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【S01E04】"Fright Night"

    The scarest thing in high school: when someone breaks your heart, it's such a small place that you can't avoid them. It's ironic. The time in your life when you're least capable of managing your emotions is the same time you're locked up for eight hours a day with the people responsible for those emotions in the first place. It was like I was living in my own personal horror film--"The Rise of the Boy who Broke My Heart". And apparently it was playing everywhere.

    Valentine's day is about love. Christmas is about giving. Arbor day（植树节） is about trees, I guess. I get celebrating all those things, but Halloween? Halloween is a holiday where we put on costumes and try on different versions of ourselves--the princess, the demon（恶魔）, the bird flying free.

    It's fun not to be "us", and to not have to face the reality of who we really are and the things that scare us, like our vulnerabilities（脆弱）, or what we really want for ourselves, or our fear of change and what it will inevitably（必然地） bring. Being someone else for a night can be fun or scary. Either way, it's only one night, and when the masks are off and we're being ourselves again, we have nothing to hide behind, and maybe that's okey.

    But my night in Manhattan（曼哈顿） had taught me one thing: No matter what you're going through, it's always better if you have people to share it with. I was lucky, I wasn't an island at all.

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【S01E05】"Dangerous territory"

    When we think about entering new unchartered（未知的） territory, it always comes with the idea that we forge ahead. And that's true to some degree. But often to forge ahead, we have to look back to understand what we're leaving behind. And it can be scary because behind us, there are often blind spots--things we want to ignore or couldn't even see, that can stop us from our journey forward, but only if you let them.

    At some point, you have to let go of the past and stop looking behind and embrace what comes next. I was entering new territory, moving on, letting go of the old. My mom was right: Sometimes change is good.

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【S01E06】"endgame"

    When we focus too much on our endgame（结局）, we can miss the fun of the journey, we can miss the detour（绕道） that would take us somewhere even more rewarding.

    We like to set goals, because they give us a feeling of control. But control is an illusion, because sometimes the earth moves, and we have to deal with wherever we end up, whether it's on solid ground or not.

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【S01E07】"caught"

We all feel caught at some point or another between choices. As the Band Devo（退化乐队） said, "Freedom of chioce is what we want. Freedom from choice is what we need." Having choice, at first, feels exciting, but after a while it can also be overwhelming, like we're trapped with no clear way out. If you're lucky, you might find someone is there to catch you when you finally escape the web. But most of the time, it's harder.

Some people get caught between their secrets and wanting to do the right thing, while others are caught between their desires and their ambitions.

I was faced with tough decision, for sure. But I no longer felt caught between what I wanted and what my dad wanted. I realized this was my life, and I wasn't going to have any regrets.

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【S01E08】"hush hush" 保密

We all have secrets. when we're little, they start off innocent--A hiding place, a stash（藏匿处） of candy, a hush-hush crush. But as we get older, our secrets get bigger and better.

Often what we want, what we desire is something we keep deep inside of us. Something so dear and so special, it feels too scary to let it out into the open. It's our own little secret, and therefore, safe from harm. But maybe we have to let those secrets out in order to actually really live. The fallout from those secrets being revealed is often hard, or sometimes surprising and maybe even inevitable.

I wasn't given a choice, but I think I was relieved that all my secrets were out. And even though I was scared, I was also relieved not to have to hide my feelings anymore. It wasn't much, but it's a start.

没看过sex and the city，现在想看但是翻遍pad常用视频app都找不到资源。。

虽然我对玛丽苏不是很了解，只在逛天涯的时候听过多部玛丽苏剧的吐槽。。。但是我觉得凯莉日记绝对是部玛丽苏剧。。。

很明显，女主好像是perfect one，有很好的朋友，完美的初恋男友。Mouse总在一切Carrie需要的时候出现，在和Seth重(have)归旧（sex）好之夜，接听来自powder room的电话，在万圣节抱着一大堆烹饪书到Carrie家帮忙烤火鸡，然后默默消失。Sebastian总是对Carrie爱的深沉，各种欣赏，迷恋，分手，复合，分手，复合。就像一切给人不切实际的幻想的脑残剧里一样，男主男配被女主迷得神魂颠倒，放弃了他们固有的花花公子形象，今生只爱女主一枚绝世女子。So Fabulous！

更不用提为什么去一趟21st century就能碰到大编辑Larisa，然后各种被垂青，各种被保护，一路平步青云，然后马上将要成为新一代青年作家偶像！

不过，我不能说这部剧很烂，烂到让人无法忍受，我只想说，女主的生活实在是太顺了，让人觉得她不deserve it。

但是我真的很喜欢Mouse，因为她是一个很好的闺蜜，为朋友付出，为梦想努力，为了学业放弃爱情，后半段和West的感情也很有意思，我简直Jealous，我觉得她可以值那一句话，女人是因为可爱而美丽

好吧，其实这篇剧评我只是想写给自己看的。看到豆瓣上评分这么低，充斥着很多人不满的评论，但我还是依然很喜欢Carrie和她的生活。

故事发生在1984年，不过我却有点不敢相信。或者说，我根本不了解时代和时尚。那个时候，interview的时尚编辑就可以是黑人女人了。可是为什么到现在，有人依然高呼"Black lives matter.""Girls just want some fundamental rights."那个时候Walt家人都是W.A.S.P.但他依然勇敢地出柜了，可是如果现在发现自己是gay还是要像小狮子一样斗争和自我思考的。那么，是这个故事纯属瞎编吗？一切都是杜撰的？我真的没法说一二，但是我觉得Things are never easy.

人这一生要寻找自我，真的是每一个人必过的槛。不管是为了去追逐自己真正喜欢的事业还是去爱自己爱的人，都真的永远不可能一下就能了得。可是人们为了走捷径，总是在犯错，也许会失去友情，失去他人乃至亲人对自己的信赖。但最重要的是，自己还是自己，不管发现自己犯了什么错，当你用真诚和充满热爱的自我对待他人，找到自己，那一切都会过去，一切都会发展，一步一步好起来的。这个道？理？，我们在大大小小的教训中其实都能知道，但是到自己真的在度过人生中的一道道槛的时候，在犯错时会忘记，但是仍会用真心去弥补。将来回想年轻时，就会觉得人生还真是印证了这个道理。

Carrie有绚烂的生活。从小到大的好朋友，Mouse、Maggie和Walt，四个人挤在小餐厅的椅子上，吃着东西，谈论爱情和学业。Carrie的妈妈在她高二时去世了，但她很像她的妈妈，无论是写作还是对曼哈顿这座城市和时尚的热爱。看到她家里她的房间的布置，是个有梦想的可爱女孩啊。衣服一套一套，从高中女生到Interview的时尚职员，衣服变的越来越花哨，我真的是喜欢她每一个阶段的衣服。爸爸是律师，虽然成了寡夫，但依然能够教育女儿们。小妹Dorrit正十分叛逆，吸大麻，喜欢性手枪乐队，但她也许其实是内心最柔软的那一个。当她用自己的方式表达不满情绪，虽然会离家出走，但在关键的时候，她也总是理解姐姐Carrie和这个家。

ohhh,最重要的爱情的部分来了，Sebastian Kydd我觉得他长得不是很帅啊，但是他和Carrie分分合合，但两个人也许在暑假里一起游泳时就已经注定要爱对方了。当他试图亲Carrie却被她推下水，也把她自己带跑时，两个人真的已经会在一起了。也许会争吵，这是必然会发生的。可当我想到两个人坐在学校的长椅，Carrie还没有怎么蜕变时，她穿着高跟鞋，画着高中女生不浓郁但也不清淡的妆和一头小卷金发时，他也梳着利落的头发，穿着黑夹克和一条长长的牛仔裤时，这真的是每个喜欢高中爱情的人都梦寐以求的场景吧。她带着不怎么张扬的挂坠，手中拿着令女生们喜爱的大笔记本；他背着黑色的书包，有着每个男生期望的身高。这也许是刻板印象吧，但一切还能再美好点吗？
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我真的真的十分喜欢那个追逐梦想，向往曼哈顿的幸运的女孩。她有朋友，有爱人。她有自己热爱的事业和生活，即使当这一切还没来到她身旁时，她已经开始在日记本上开始写下这一切了。那个夜凉如水的夜晚，她的房间被微黄的灯光温暖地充盈着，她写下了Mouse和Seth的爱情，Maggie和Walt的纠缠和她自己。She is definitely gonna have the life she wants.

最后，我想起Larissa让Carrie协助她偷衣服的故事，Larrisa怎么会缺钱呢，作为时尚编辑她的衣服也从来不会少啊，可是她自己说了，她喜欢这种刺激。虽然她也一样有时很脆弱，从来不会忘记追逐那种自己和刺激，和那种自己渴望的生活。

Carrie is always there,running and chasing her life.So should me.